New Thoughts.

It's 3:03am, and I'm still awake, mind racing like Dale Earnhardt meets Mario Andretti. The same thing nibbling away at my heart, day after day. But, I can't say it, because family is involved and as a Man I always have to try to remain stoic, even in the face of unbearable pain..... And trust me, in the beginning this pain felt unbearable. But now, with time, and reflection, it's not longer unbearable pain, it's just unresolved karma. And it bugs me..... How long does it take evil to get their karma? Because this is well deserved.

I know I was righteous in this situation... But I'm the only one who has paid so far. I've paid emotionally for a liar doing what they do best: LIE. Not just any lie, but a lie that I can't currently defend, and that's what bothered me so much.

However, with time I have realized that I no longer care to defend myself against whatever the lie is. Because the liar knows they're a liar, and the person who was lied to KNOWS I'm right....

But they don't care.

So, I sit awake, counting the seconds until I receive justice. But my justice is internal, and I see that now. I also see that many of those around me should not be there.

It's Mental Health 101: if you have someone around you who doesn't add to your life, GET RID OF THEM. In my case, I feel like I have many people I need to get rid of. Some of whom I don't know of yet. But I'm on the journey to not start over persay, but change paths and live a whole different way, life, and being.

Reinvention is Godlike.

That's all I have to say for now. I'll be back this weekend with my Greatest Work.

$tay tuned,

-Preston Senior